As daylight dies.

Why am I seeing everything under a different light? Why do you seem so far away, when everyone else is so close?
It seems you're moving away. Moving to places I won't dream of going. Maybe it was never meant to be...but wait, what the fuck am I talking about? Nothing's ever meant to be. It's never meant to be anything, it just depends on what your idiot human mind makes of the situation.

I think I'm digging my own hole, but I feel that the only way out is to dig deeper. Am I losing you? Or am I losing myself? Maybe I've lost myself all along. Maybe I'm the one moving around you, desperately panicking and trying to deal with this renewed paranoia.

I don't really write about love on here. But this is troubling everything I've ever built or considered building. It seems like I was right in "Speed". The fact is that facts are meaningless. This can't be described by fact. This is but an undecipherable illusion.

Daylight is dying. I need something to deal with the long night ahead, and for the first time ever, I feel like it won't be you.

The world is meaningless. Everything is an illusion. I just wish you weren't.
I'll dig my hole deeper. Maybe a new day will dawn on the other side...if there is an other side.