This is pointless.

No, I'm not emo, if that's what you think this blog is about. I'm just some kid living peacefully in France. I have everything to be happy. But I've never really stood out before in my life. Always felt like going with the crowd was worth more than my own ideas.

I was wrong.

This isn't a blog where random people post stuff about how much they love their best friends or how sunny and great every day of their life is. No. We already know how great life can be, we don't need a permanent reminder.

I don't even know why I created this blog. If people ask me, I'll probably tell them it was out of boredom, not to sound stupid. No. It isn't because of boredom. I just felt that every fucked up thought that goes through my mind deserved to be written down somewhere. This seems like a reasonable place.

I've always wanted to believe in anti-conformism. Being different.

Original.

I have these thoughts. Maybe I don't think them loud enough.

I just want you to bear in mind that if you are reading this blog (and I see no clear reason why you should be), that everything that goes down here can be incomprehensible, personal, confusing, or some other kind of bullshit. It will just be some kind of truth played backwards.

The thing is, I'm not different.

I don't show it. I like being in with the crowd. Living close to other people. Yeah, I like that. I have a sociable nature. I have fantastic friends, and I love the crowd. But my mind thinks differently. I ache to do something else. Start a whole new movement of...SOMETHING DIFFERENT. I know that day will never come. In the meantime these thoughts will just be planted here, where whoever has the random idea to come here, will find them.